We want to believe in the good within the evil, so desperately, that we don’t ever call it evil,
Seeing things the way we want them to be rather than what they really are, can be comforting.. but not for long…
There is a certain level of bliss in being delusional..
We all love the idea of being in love rather than love itself..
Because love is difficult, love is brutal; it takes more than it gives, breaks more than it mends, the silence of your pain will be louder than your screams, and the scars left behind in this battle never fade!
Life is shitty that way! Isn’t it? It throws you on the track to jump hurdles when you are still limping or can barely walk from your previous Injury. The lessons you learn hardly prepare you for the future, instead they are constant reminders of the pain and suffering you once endured!
Once you’re hurt, the answers don’t matter, because you’ll stop asking the questions! You’ll see things differently because your belief is now shaken and you don’t have the strength to peel through layers to find the truth! You blatantly accept what’s been offered to you!
You don’t feel anything anymore because you have felt it all, over and over again! You have played every theory, every if and but, in your mind, but none make sense to you, so you give up and you give in!
You would envy the people who have someone worth saving and loathe the ones who don’t realize that!
Doesn’t it feel like a lifetime when you know you have met the one who was supposed to stay in, and together you should have made sense of this universe!
You should have… but then… you lived your lifetime in that short span of time!
The truth is, that little scene in our head of “how it was supposed to be” screws it all up!
So if doesn’t make sense to you now, don’t try too hard.
You can never unravel the treasure without the map; you cannot unlock that chest of mysteries without the key!
The universe doesn’t have to make sense to you right now! It did once, didn’t it?
It will make sense again…. I promise! 🙂
The Dandelion effect 
Your post made a lot of sense to me (if that counts) 🙂 Yes true, life sucks and we have to deal with almost everything it throws at us. And there is nothing that is gonna prepare us for that. The beauty is in how we react to it and grow from it. 🙂
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Thanks… m glad it made sense to you! 🙂 honestly, the original ending of the writeup was wee negative… but since my blog already looks like the inside of a bat cave(minus batman) I decided to end it on a positive note! 😀
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Bat cave minus the Batman show the picture of you taking up the post of Batman in case a vacancy note is hung outside. 🙂
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Wouldn’t that be cool…? I would tolerate the ugly smell too, if I ever get to enter the batman’s cave 😉 😛
Infact once in the borra caves, I did a thorough search for batman 😀 alas, no luck!
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There are many other caves to search. Don’t give us so soon. 🙂
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Yeah 😀 lets start a group… 😛 an eternal search for batman 😀 even if we may or may npt find batman, we’ll definitely catch a lot of wanna be batmen 😀
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Or maybe become one in the process. Catwoman post is vacant too. 😛
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Cats? Ohhh yes… catwoman? Not so much 😛 😉
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Hahaha 🙂
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There is clarity of thought in your writing, which I like a lot! I think you’re right when you say that the thought of “how it was supposed to be” screws everything up. Even Aslan said the same, didn’t he? 🙂 Btw, I’m quite liking your blog already! Keep on writing!
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Aslan from Narnia.? Honestly… I don’t know what is it about the talking lion, but I CANNOT stop awwww-ing at him 😀 thanks a lot for taking the time to read this! I’m glad you like it 🙂 really!
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I dunno any other Aslan 😛 And he’s magnificent and had a great voice, no wonder people are awed, myself included 😀 Btw, was your username in any way influenced by the heroine in the movie Confessions of a Shopoholic??
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Yes yes yes….!!! I was obsessed with confessions of a shopaholic and no… m not a shopaholic…. u have no idea how happy I am that u guessed it right 😀 😛
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LOL! Something clicked in my mind when I saw that phrase. Just don’t tell anyone I watch chic films, okay? 😛
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Sure… I am super awesome at keeping secrets… **coz I have really bad bad memory 😀
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Hehe 🙂
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